Sore loser...

I lost every single match against the boys in table tennis practice these past two days! It'd be pretty unrealistic for me to expect that I could beat them considering that I'm just starting to learn and they've been doing it almost every day for at least a year. But.......it doesn't feel good to lose all the time and can't they be more gentlemanly and just let me win once in a not so deliberate way?!