Although, I had a pretty good experience in Melbourne this time. People were nice and friendly. I don't know if it would be different if I live there again. But I still like Melbourne a lot. I really felt it when I took a very long walk by myself in the city (from South Bank to Melbourne Uni), remembering the past memories.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Laidback Adelaide (not in some ways)
Although, I had a pretty good experience in Melbourne this time. People were nice and friendly. I don't know if it would be different if I live there again. But I still like Melbourne a lot. I really felt it when I took a very long walk by myself in the city (from South Bank to Melbourne Uni), remembering the past memories.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Twice unlucky!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
I'm back!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Xmas Party with my conversation class
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Xmas Party for the kids!
So together with some other JETs, we went to throw an early Xmas party for the kids at Kasahata; playing games & singing songs. The kids were at their happiest when they got their favourite treats: homemade cookies & candies!! There were two kids that I felt sad to leave. One was Risa, the little (six-year old) girl in the picture. I spent the first half of my time there sitting and colouring with her. She kept asking me to help her with things and even made me make her a paper bag to put her colourings in. :p And there was 2-year old Alexander (the half Japanese boy sitting on my lap), one of the sweetest things in the world!! When I noticed that nobody was playing with him, I went to sit with him. And once I started to carry him, he kept asking to be carried. When we had to leave, Risa came clinging to me. Alexander wanted to be carried too, so I had these 2 kids fighting each other and clinging on to me and boy were they heavy!! Alexander tugged at my heartstrings when he said that I can't leave because I'm holding him. Ahhh....! And Risa asked if I'd be coming again tomorrow. They are so adorable and it was hard to say goodbye to them at that time, although I was really tired by the end of the visit.
I promised the kids to go visit them again. I hope all of them stay healthy and happy!
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Just one more month!
The first half of this year was pretty much just a continuation of life carried forward from 2005. Nothing memorable, nothing that I can think of now (except that I was able to let go of some excess baggage). Although, I was trying to treasure every moment because I knew I was going to lose a good friend to her home country very soon. I guess I can say that I kind of got through the first half with some fear, not knowing what was going to happen in my 2nd year. And just a few months ago, I was able to do something that had been on my mind for a long time. I did it and it was different from what I expected. I couldn't figure out what lesson I was supposed to learn from that then, but now I think I do. Hopefully, that would lead me to the right place.
I seem to have worked on one of my resolutions this year and that is to be more sociable. I'm going out more often and have met new people this year, expanding my social circle. Work has been very dry and the weekends are something I really relish every week. Perhaps that is why I feel the need to go out, meet people & have fun. Dancing has really "saved" me. It definitely is adding more spice and joy to my life! I find that I'm getting quite attached to the connections I've made here. It's making me not want to leave Japan so soon, which I won't have to if only I can find a new job after JET! *fingers crossed*
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Dancing doesn't stop after class!

The salsa class at Urawa has a drinking and dancing party every time after class at a different venue. I've been invited twice, the few times I managed to attend that class, but never got to it because I'd already have made appointments. But today, I finally went. One thing that I felt is such a pity is that I never hang out with any Japanese even though I've been here for more than a year. But I just couldn't click with anyone at work. However, my situation might change since getting to know this group of people more. They're very friendly and a few can speak English too so it makes it even better. Although I can't go at all in December because of appointments and my upcoming Australia trip. I guess I'll have to wait until next year then....残念!
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
The world is coming to me!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
She’s Got Him (一枚上手 by 平野啓一郎)
Trying not to miss out on any corners, Yoshio wandered fresh from his bath, from the bedroom to the living room, and then to the washbasin, thinking. A frustrated Satoko spoke to him when he came into the living room for the third time.
That phone call had sealed the fate of their long weekend.
This and the two other stories I've translated revolve around the theme of mobile phones. The writers featured in the anthology are popular writers of today. It's interesting the number of different stories you can get from a single object. It shows how much we rely on our mobile phones today and how our lives are greatly intertwined with it.
Woman In Love (大人の恋 by 唯川恵)
It was such an easy thing for her when she was younger, but now she couldn’t bring herself to do it. Her feelings got in the way every time. Would he think her too old? Would her status at work give rise to gossip? What about her pride? Above everything else, she was afraid. She didn’t want to be thought of as too forward or worse, reveal too much of her feelings.
A bitter smile escaped her lips. It’s not like she was going to confess her love. It’s just to thank him for the other night. Like how you would say “Thanks, I had fun!” to someone, without any hang-ups. He probably didn’t even see that night as a date. “Call me,” he had said when they parted. He could have just been being polite. Still, she could call. But since she became aware of her feelings for him, hesitation overcame her.
Wouldn’t he simply snub her if she calls? He probably doesn’t like women who seem too eager. At the thought of that, she would get cold feet and abandon her urge to call.
It has been a while…
Endless days and months have passed since her break-up with him, the man she used to call her boyfriend. At that low point of time, she had thought that either she had to rid him off this planet or else make herself disappear. It’s her or him. The mental battle fought tirelessly in her. And the result of it? She had grown to become a hard and obstinate woman, not caring about her sexual appeal to men.
WHY does she even have to own a phone?
It was a question she had asked herself repeatedly after the break-up. Her showers were a rushed affair just because she was afraid that he might call. Has he called?? Did he text her?? She became preoccupied with checking her phone the minute she wasn’t doing anything. Many a times she had shaken her phone violently just to see if the reason for the unbearable silence was because it had failed on her.
There isn’t anyone as foolish as a woman in love. Is she becoming that woman again?
NO! It will never happen to her twice.
She shook her head firmly.
She doesn’t give a damn about love. She has her career to focus on. She has complete control over her weekends. She could go for quick getaways with her girlfriends. Gone is the stale stench of cigarette smoke in her apartment. She can now spend hours in the bath every night. Who needs love to take away all that?
In spite of all that, she could not ignore the burning longing that constantly occupies her every sense. “I’m not falling in love!” She looked at her phone once more as she muttered. And while denying to herself, she would find herself at any moment staring in disbelief at the thumb already pressed firmly on the button. Calling…calling...
Sounds familiar, doesn't it? I wanted to translate this story immediately after reading it. I felt the urge to put down the similar feelings I've experienced (and what many women feel) into words. It's usually women who waits (Though I know some guys would disagree). Forever kept waiting...
Monday, November 13, 2006
In the land of kawaii
I don't receive many compliments about my looks from non-Japanese, that I've realised. It's not like I've suddenly grown to become very pretty after coming to Japan, although the number of compliments I've gotten seem to suggest that. It's simply that the Japanese love to praise! When my students say I'm "kawaii", it's kind of sweet and I feel flattered that they look up to me or admire me. When Japanese men say that to me, I accept it graciously because who doesn't like admiration from the opposite sex? Though I must say that Japanese men are not shy about paying compliments the first time they meet you, which is kinda strange! But I'm really amused & baffled when women say that to me too! I'm sure many people know that women are more prone to jealousy and when you're with other women (no matter friends or foes), you can't help but compare yourself to them. So sometimes I'd feel a little uncomfortable when a group or pair of women say to each other that I'm kawaii. I'd wonder if they really mean it or hate me for that. I am maybe just being paranoid and thinking too much into a maybe genuine compliment. But I guess that's a culture difference that I'm not used to. Usually the same gender in my country don't lavish compliments on each other so openly!
I try not to let those compliments get to my head though because I know it is just part of Japanese culture. Though, the vain side of me might kind of miss them when I leave because I won't be able to hear such compliments often! hehe.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Just for that day (その日 by 高橋源一郎)
"I don't see why we have to," his wife, Kiyomi objected. "You're only going away for a few days." "Well...that's true. We won't be able to contact each other anyway when the time comes, but...," Takeshi insisted. Kiyomi asked softly. "But what?" At that Takeshi felt the words caught in his throat. "I can't wait..." he muttered under his breath.
He left after purchasing the new phones. Harada from the office was there to pick him up when he touched down at Sapporo. "You must be tired. I'm really sorry that you had to come all the way here especially at this time," Harada apologized. "It's ok. The date of my presentation for this seminar was already decided before we found out," Takeshi replied politely. "Well, you never know what life decides to spring at you, eh?" Harada said jokingly. Takeshi thought, "You're right," but said nothing.
Barely had he stepped into his hotel room, he picked up the phone to call Kiyomi. "Are you ok? Anything wrong?" He sounded worried. Kiyomi laughed at her husband. "What's wrong with you? You only just left!" "Anyway," he continued, "call me at once if anything happens."
That same night, he checked on her three more times. The first day of the seminar began the next morning. Although he turned the sound off, Takeshi set his phone on vibration mode. As soon as the seminar paused for a break, he went out to the corridor to contact Kiyomi. "You...you're acting just like a stalker, I'm telling you!" Kiyomi answered his call unbelievably. After he was done with the seminar, Takeshi declined the dinner invitation and returned to the hotel. He had to go through the notes once more for his presentation tomorrow. But he just couldn't get well into it. That night, he rang twice and called again the next morning. For some reason, Kiyomi didn't answer his calls, leaving him only to the sound of the answering machine.
Reluctantly, he headed for the seminar, fret with anxiety. Just before his presentation, he took out his phone once more. There was a text message.
It simply says, "I'm checking into the hospital now." His presentation was on Soseki and Comparative Literature. But Takeshi had no recollection of what he said. Though he tried really hard to concentrate on the topic, his mind wandered constantly. The seminar ended, followed by the social mingling and dinner. No matter how many times he checked, there was no more contact from her. He was almost out of his mind with worry and anticipation.
Before he even realised it, Takeshi drifted off to sleep. The sound from his mobile phone startled him. His hand was on the phone in a flash! Attached to the text message was a photo. This was the reason for his suggestion to Kiyomi. The message was short.
"Hello there!" The face resembling a monkey reflected on the screen. It was being held in someone's arms. Here was the first photo of his first newborn after 15 years of marriage.
This is another short story that I've just translated. I'm really hoping for some comments here for my own benefit. Did you get the feel of the story? How did you find it? Or how can I improve on it? Onegaishimasu!
Monday, November 06, 2006
Golden rules of dancing
There are two things that I can't stand a guy doing while dancing. One is to teach me how to dance. That gives me the impression that the man is full of himself, has no respect for the girl, unchivalrous, and doesn't know how to enjoy dancing. As is quoted from a dance movie, there are no mistakes when it comes to dancing. Dancing is always fun. Though I'm not saying that it's fun to dance with someone who's not good at it. But rather, we shouldn't mind making mistakes sometimes. I wouldn't mind the guy telling me how to do a step or move after the dance because with a club dance like salsa, there are so many styles that it's impossible to know every one of them (also not forgetting the fact that you often have to dance with someone who's more advanced than you). But NEVER during the dance! If he wants to teach so much, he should go be an instructor instead. Or better still, go dance by himself! Hah.
The second pet peeve I have is of a guy trying to chat me up while dancing. It's extremely irritating because it takes all the fun out from dancing. How can one concentrate on it when you have to engage in a conversation while surrounded by loud music? It may look romantic in the movie, Pride & Prejudice, but I think it's off limits at a dance club. I sense desperation or an ulterior motive in such guys, which makes me lose all respect for them. If he really is interested to know the girl, he should wait for the right moment to talk. He can't expect to have a decent conversation anyway while leading the girl!
Other than that, dancing is always fun! :)
P.S I think it's obvious not to have to add a third one, which definitely ranks first: a man trying to take advantage of you while dancing!!
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Almost famous!
Feeling a very strong urge to dance after watching "Dance with Me" starring Vanessa L. Williams & Chayanne, I decided to check out a salsa club at Ikebukuro today (technically yesterday). Since it's a long weekend this week, I thought I might as well go out to try a new dance club. I really liked the movie. The stars danced so well and were so good looking. And haha...thus I fell in love with Chayanne! He not only sings, dances and acts well, but is so damn handsome & charming!I was initially worried about going to a new club alone, but the owner and patrons (old fashioned perhaps to say that?) were really friendly. I like the club too as it's spacious & pretty new. One of the people I chatted for quite a bit is a man from Puerto Rico, Miguel. We were chatting about salsa, merengue, bachata and their music etc. Not that I know much, but he told me quite a lot as he's a musician. It also happened that there's a poster (above) of the movie, "Dance with Me" at the club and I began to talk about it. Being both Puerto Ricans (Chayanne's from P.R too), Miguel's pretty familiar with him. BUT, the highlight of it was when he said he knew him personally as he's in the music business! Oh my god!! You can imagine how surprised I was hearing that. I thought I heard wrong at first! I got the idea that they perhaps have lost touch as he was talking in the past tense and that Chayanne is touring (perhaps) in Spain now. And though I know it has nothing to do with me, it made me really happy to know that he's a good man who's down to earth.
Wow...to think that I was actually talking to someone who knew him! Hmm....I know some of you might think that the guy could be trying to kid me, but I believe him as he doesn't look the sort and no, he wasn't flirting with me at all!
Monday, October 30, 2006
How are you? - I love you.
Me: Good afternoon class! How are you today?
Class (led by the boy, Yoshiki who has been proposing to me recently): I love you.
Me: Ahh......I love you too. (laughs)
Friday, October 27, 2006
Not eating right?
But what's cool about TCM is that I found information on dietary advice in each season and body constitution. Eating different foods in each season is definitely new to me as Singapore only has one season (though I do notice that the Japanese changes their menu according to the season)! It wasn't like that in Australia and as a student then, all I cared about was my studies and had no time to think about nutrition. Instant noodles was a regular in my diet. But now, I don't even buy them anymore! After reading some of the information, I don't find it that hard to follow because as it is, some of the foods listed are already my favourites! I just have to know when to eat them and eat more. And now that I'm aware of my body constitution, I know what types of food I should pay more attention to. The hard part is making the conscientious effort to change my lifestyle. But I don't think I have a choice because I really don't enjoy catching colds all the time here. Let's hope that this will work because Western medicine really doesn't do anything!
If you're interested, have a look at these 2 links: http://www.shen-nong.com/eng/front/index.html http://leni.wordpress.com/tag/products-and-recipes/
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Helpless....
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Kawagoe Festival

I've unjustifiably been called "matsuri onna" (festival lady) after I told a teacher that I went to the Kawagoe Festival. Truth is I haven't been to that many festivals. Unfortunately, I wasn't in the mood because I wasn't feeling well (am still not feeling that good..bleah). Guess the photos reflect my mood because they look like crap! No matter how many times I tried, they turned out blurry without the flash. I would have given a description of the festival in detail but I really just walked through the whole thing like a zombie and thus didn't soak in the atmosphere. Although I have to at least tell you that you're looking at a dashi, float. Helpful, huh? :0
My love affair
It's the love affair that I have with many things associated with Japan: her language, her people & her culture. It has also evolved into a love-hate relationship as I get drawn deeper into it. It began five...nearly six years ago. I'd never have imagined the events that have taken place to happen when I first decided to take up Japanese for fun. Things like majoring in Japanese, falling in love, working in a Japanese company, teaching at a Japanese school and finally coming to Japan to work (& actually having gained the experience of working with a wide range of Japanese from the young to the old). I often answer people that I've been studying Japanese for almost six years now. But it would actually be more accurate to say that I've had a relationship with Japan for six years because I've done more than just studying the language. And I didn't even realise that until I just contemplated on it. It's a love affair that I'm neither eager to keep it a secret nor show it off. All I can say that it happened quite unexpectedly...perhaps like most great love stories? Like I've always thought, how funny it is that one thing can alter or affect your life so strongly.
What would it have been had I continued with French instead of taking up Japanese? It would perhaps be a more romantic love affair...haha. But if I were to have another chance to find it out in this lifetime, I definitely would.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Which S are you good at?
Being alone
Naturally we need friends. I swear I wouldn't have remained in Japan if I hadn't found a few good friends to hang out with. But I've also become much better at enjoying spending time by myself and doing the things I like alone. I still fear loneliness of course. I can think of few who don't. But we can learn how to be alone without being lonely as loneliness is a state of the mind, not physical. My time in Japan hasn't been a waste as it has taught me one such valuable lesson. I've learnt to value the time by myself very much...but not too much.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Relaxing work day
Sounds like a day to be envied, eh? But it's not always fun. Sometimes I'm so bored that I wish time would go by quickly so that I can go home. Well, at least it was fun today.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
When it comes....

These are the wedding photos of an ex-course mate I happened to find in her blog. She just got married recently. Her wedding photos taken in Perth are absolutely gorgeous! This is the type of photos I would like to take when I get married....out in the nature and under blue skies (hmm..though I didn't post her pictures of blue skies). She looks completely stunning in all her pictures! But hey, she's a model or used to be one! :p I only wish I can be half as beautiful as her when it comes...
Old friend who flew here for a coat!
If you're wondering who the strange looking man beside me is, let me first tell you that he flew specially from Korea (mainly to see his dear little friend of course :p) to Japan so that he can change the size of the coat he bought for his sweet Korean girlfriend at the Burberrys duty free boutique. Ooh....it makes me so jealous, hear that Jerry?! Haha.Ok, enough of teasing him. He's my old friend and perhaps deserves some better treatment from me, eh? :) I'm glad we could meet up since we hadn't met since he moved to Korea. That must have been about 2/3 years ago. As he said it (so proudly) himself, I'm the only friend he has visited overseas more than once. Once in Melbourne and then here! I've known him since I was 17, although he's much older. Hoho. Always acting the older brother and giving out "sound" advice. :p Though I'm really grateful that he was there to help out emotionally when I first arrived in Melbourne even though he was far away in Brisbane!
Hey, this sounds more like a testimonial for him rather than a blog entry! Can't help it...have to say something to please him. :0 On a last note, I'd better make sure I don't get sick again if he comes back to visit. I always seem to be sick whenever someone overseas comes to visit me!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Why is it Australia again?!
Maybe fate wants to bring me back to Melbourne. I'd planned to go to New Zealand at the end of the year with my family for a long time. Though my mum kept changing about her mind about going, when she finally decided to go, tickets are fully booked. Argh! My second choice was Canada so that I can visit Janet. But after hearing how cold it is in Dec, I was very hesitant. So instead, we're going to stay at a family friend's place in Melbourne as they kept insisting that we should visit them. We were planning to go to New Zealand with that family, but even they couldn't get tickets in Australia. Such bad luck! :(
Though it would certainly be very nostalgic to walk down the streets of Melbourne again. I wonder if it has changed much...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Mr. Darcy....more!
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Sorry, I just want to dance.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Hearing many wedding bells
Soon, I might be hearing news of friends getting pregnant and then hearing their kids call me aunty. Argh..."aunty"!
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Smile returned
We were there (Jennifer & I) to promote international understanding with 2 other foreigners (originally from Peru & China) among the kids. It was a much bigger class of fifth graders than last year with 127 students. It was pretty nerve wrecking to do my introduction in front of such a huge class at first. But I enjoyed myself so much that I soon forgot my nervousness. During the break time, when the kids rushed to our side to look at the stuff we brought for our introduction, I felt really warm with happiness. They were so eager and curious.
I wish I can smile like that in my usual classes, but I just can't. Not anymore...
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Feel safe in a pair
It was the most stressful time for me when I had my rehearsals and finally the performance nights a few years ago. I had to dance hip hop in front of many people. Till today, I still amaze myself when I tell people that I performed hip hop in uni. Although I like it (like most kinds of dance except for disco dancing), it was seriously hard for me because my coordination is poor so I have to learn by doing enough till my body is used to the steps. Hip hop is just too fast for me to catch up. The only reason why I joined the performing dance club was because they didn't have salsa at uni.
Though what they did today wasn't hip hop, any individual work is difficult for me. I can't cope with too fast steps!! I still prefer pair work and love dancing with a partner. Although there are really fast moves in pair work too, I feel assured that I have a partner leading me. Hmm...I wonder what it says about me?!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
It's the weekend!

It's always good to hang out with my friends from JET. It takes me away from the dull routine of work and the loneliness of being the only foreigner in my work environment. Today, we attended the bunkasai (cultural festival) at the high school that Michael teaches at. Many a times, I've wished that we can have 2 AETs in each school so that at least we can keep each other company. Though some of the staff at school are nice and chat with me once in a while, it feels different and can never go very deep because of language difficulties. I can't speak Japanese perfectly and they can hardly speak English. I've come to learn the real meaning of isolation now that I've finally experienced being the odd one out. Well, I'm not saying I'm the only one because most AETs have the same work situation. So it's fun to let loose when I'm hanging out with my friends. We're all foreigners and experience a similar work environment. I'm a little crazy (not wild :p) when I'm with them since I've the privilege of being a "gaijin" (slang for foreigner). Can't do that when I'm with the Japanese since I tend to be more Japanese around them.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Early autumn or false alarm??
Monday, September 11, 2006
Musing...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
The cool & the nerdy
Anyway, back to the boy. He's kind of "cool" because he never smiles nor talks in English class. It's not the real cool to me as he doesn't fit my image of a cool guy. I would say he has an attitude problem..hah! He had never once looked at or greeted me (I think) in class when I was at his school a few months ago. To my surprise, he smiled at the beginning of class when he saw that I have returned. Just the other day, the 3 nensei went out picking pears around the neighbourhood. Yeah, this school has quite a few fun events for the students! And the boy came to the staff room to give me a pear, though he didn't say anything but just looked at me when he offered me the pear. It's really strange why he's suddenly so nice to me!
And there is Ikeda-kun..............I didn't really want to say it at first, but he's so nerdy!! He came asking for my reply to his love letter again (twice in a row!!) when he saw me and right in front of the other staff! I really hope he would grow out of this stupid crush. It just makes me want to avoid him like the plague. If only his "feelings" for me have changed like the "cool" boy's attitude towards me...........
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Just like home & here

Taipei was a tad disappointing. It feels just like Singapore and Japan. It feels so familiar that there wasn't much feeling of excitement or wonder as I went around the city. The MRT, night market and underground shopping malls feel so much like home. And Taipei looks like a replica of Tokyo as it copies the Japanese pop culture so blatently! Japanese tourists, Japanese sign boards, Japanese restaurants, Japanese stores (even Family Mart - a convenience store) and Japanese products were everywhere in their original form! Although I was a little taken aback when I went into McDonald's and had to read the menu in traditional Chinese! I don't know what I was thinking but I just didn't expect it not to be in English. It was the same when I first walked into McDonald's in Japan & thought "Oh no....all katakana!!".The weather was HORRIBLE. I don't think I've ever experienced such bad humidity...though my friend said I must have forgotten how hot & humid Singapore can get too. But I don't regret going since I did enjoy the shopping and some of the food. Taiwanese sales assistants have such sweet tongues that it's hard to reject them! Overall, it was still quite a decent vacation. But now I'm having second thoughts about going to Hong Kong, Shanghai or Seoul (places that I was keen to visit) as Asian cities are mostly all the same anyway.
Monday, August 28, 2006
Cruising around Tokyo Bay


Finally got the chance to wear a yukata in public & going on the trains! I feel so Japanese walking in my kawaii yukata and geta (Japanese clogs) in gentle little steps. Though the thing is I get mistaken for a Japanese all the time anyway, even less surprising when I'm in a yukata, that I think my foreign looking girl friends get paid more attention for wearing that on the street! :pThe cruise ship that we went on is huge with 3 decks and maybe a thousand people! The night view of Tokyo Bay was fantastic. People were mainly drinking and having a good time. I was expecting a more relaxed cruise with only people from Tokyo Gaijins (the group that we signed up with for the cruise). But it was still fun anyway. Even dressing up with April & Jennifer at Nakamura sensei's place was an adventure by itself.
This summer has been fun: going to a natsu matsuri (summer festival), hanabi (fireworks) & yukata boat cruise!!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
A peaceful night of hanabi


I got off at Kumagaya station, north of Saitama where my Mexican friend picked me up to go to Menuma to view the hanabi, fireworks. It was a really pleasant day with such nice weather. Thank god it wasn't hot & humid today! I was expecting a really crowded festival with sweaty people pushing against each other and squeezing among the crowd. But there was none of that. It was really quiet and dark there in the middle of nowhere with just a few food stalls. Although there were many families with mats & little chairs, it was still pleasantly crowded. I loved the place...perfect for viewing hanabi!!Hanabi in Japan are so long!! The one at Menuma lasted for 2 glorious hours!! And I got more that what I bargained for as it happened that 2 other places were displaying fireworks at around the same time. So while waiting during the intervals, I would look at the smaller ones further away. As I sat watching the fireworks, the wind caressed my face and it even felt a little chilly as we were in the open air. It was a really beautiful night and I'm glad that I was there enjoying the moment.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Auggie Wren's Christmas Story
I heard this story from Auggie Wren. He doesn’t come off as a very good guy in here. Well, at least he wishes it would have been different. For that reason, he has asked me not to use his real name. Apart from that, everything else here is true: the lost wallet, the blind girl and the Christmas dinner. We’ve known each other for almost 11 years. Auggie works behind the counter in a cigar store on Court Street in
But as it happened, one day, while flipping through the magazines in the store, Auggie’s eyes fell across a review of my book. His eyes narrowed with recognition as he stared at the photo that came with it. And that changed our casual acquaintance completely. I was no longer just one of his many customers that walked in and out of the store daily. I am a writer. Not that many people in the world would give a damn to my books or that I’m a writer. But Auggie differs in that he regards himself as an artist. Since the moment my identity was uncovered by him, he began to take me in differently as if I were his trusted confidant or comrade on the battlefield. Although, honestly, I was irked that he thought we shared an affinity. As if I had been anticipating it all along, one day, he came up to me and asked if I would like to look at his photos. Looking at his eager face with all good intentions, I couldn’t bring myself to say, “Sorry, but I’d rather not”.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
An unplanned vacation
So 4 people from Japan & Singapore will be setting out individually (though one is already there), each with a different agenda. But we'll all converge eventually. I just thought that it's such a strange but cute idea. As if it contains a significance...hmm...but most likely not. I've come to realise that coincidences are only significant if you attach significance to it. Shirley, my ex-coworker; Alex, fellow JET; my sister; myself...the 4 with our different agendas. And it wasn't even planned! It evolved from a sudden offer which involves me bunking with Shirley at her hotel... to meeting Alex while he's there for his regular visit...... to having my sister come with me, as it was her plan to go to Taiwan at exactly the same period. We didn't even get to know each other's plans till yesterday.
Well, the more the merrier!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Making takoyaki in the heat!

My second natsu matsuri (summer festival)... Last year, it was very nearby as I attended the one in my town. But this year, I crossed the border to the city next to me, Hasuda, where my tutor lives. :p Though, both times I didn't get to wear a yukata. It's ok since I'll be able to wear it to a Yukata boat cruise at Tokyo bay next week!!
Nakamura-sensei was volunteering at the (椿山夏祭り)Tsubakiyama summer festival with her group of friends. They had a takoyaki stall (6 for 100 yen) and have been volunteering every year for perhaps 20 over years. She invited me to go, which I did in the evening when it wasn't that hot (but still very hot!!). And I had a really fun time because I wasn't just looking around, but helping to make takoyaki too! I had never made any before and always thought that it looks hard to make them nice & round. But it was actually quite simple. So for about three hours (while taking a break here and then), I stood in the heat grilling takoyaki that made the heat even more unbearable and drinking beer. I don't usually drink beer, but I had about 11/2 (or less) cans because it was just so hot and the beer felt refreshing. And I met a really cute little girl, Miku-chan, the grandaughter of one of the volunteers. She is so tiny and cute in her pink yukata!!
This summer seems to be going pretty fast, as I have quite a few things going on. It's kinda good though because it's better than having nothing to do. Though I hate summer for causing spots to appear on my face!!!
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Caught in a storm
It was a first experience, being caught in a storm. Somehow I felt as if I was in a movie because it would never happen to me back home.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Status as a sempai
But today, I'm a sempai (senior) to my 2 new colleagues from England & America. I wish Janet or just someone else is here to help too. They have so many questions to ask me, which is natural of course. Hopefully I would do ok for a sempai. Though I really wish there isn't such a big change. If only I could have come back to what was here before. But that's life....always full of new challenges.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Friends back home
Monday, August 07, 2006
Coming back...
I have never felt that sad for a long time. This new contract year is going to be very different, I think. Though I hope it won't be as bad as I imagine it to be.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
What's going to happen?
I signed on for a second year expecting little changes and to feel more stabilized and familiarized to things that were new to me. Things that I don't like now might not change. But I know that some things will be different soon. Big or slight...I don't know. It's now a situation of wait & see.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
In the Straits Times
| July 13, 2006 UPFRONT Japan gets a taste of S'pore's English By Kwan Weng Kin, JAPAN CORRESPONDENT | ||
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Farewell party for the AETs

The BOE held a farewell party for Janet, Peter & Ricky who will be leaving soon. Most people from the BOE attended this party at the Japanese restaurant in Shin-shiraoka.I didn't particularly enjoy myself because my stomach was hurting and I was so tired. I've been feeling very tired the whole month! I wonder if it's the weather and it's very tough teaching at the school because there aren't any fans in the classrooms at all! The humidity is so bad, which makes the air in the classroom very still. Sometimes I feel like fainting in there. :(
The men drank a lot, including Ricky and Peter. But the 2 of them didn't appear drunk to me and behaved pretty normally. But my supervisor sitting beside me was acting weirdly..hah! He's in the picture too. I'd never seen him talk so much and most of it was incomprehensible. He kept saying that we are his pride, that we are the best AETs he had ever been in charge of! He had lots of funny actions that night too. Sigh...I don't know why most Japanese men act totally out of character when they're drunk.
Ahh..it'll probably be my turn to be saying goodbye next year as I'm not planning to stay on JET for a 3rd year. I'm so not looking forward to the farewell party because it's so fake and full of obligatory customs. We hardly talk to the people at the BOE and we don't know anything about each other. But for that few hours, we have to pretend that we'll miss each other. :(
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Curse of the cold
Saturday, July 01, 2006
I'm more beautiful than a maiko! :p
The 3 nensei had one minute to introduce their topic about Japan. And I would ask them questions in between to make it conversation like. Most of the topics were the same....Kyoto & sushi!! I got really tired of listening and having to ask questions about them. But there were a few interesting ones. My favourite was a topic on maiko. A maiko is an apprentice geisha. The boy, Yajima-kun, said he likes maiko because they're beautiful. But he thinks his English teacher is more beautiful. So I asked who's his English teacher (even though I already know. It's for the conversation test!!). He replied, "Cassie (the English name that the JTE uses for herself) & Cynthia". I asked him who does he think is more beautiful. He looked me in the eyes and said, "Cynthia" without a moment of hesitation. Haha....what a clever boy! He probably knew that it would earn him more marks. He was quite on the mark because he did get a high score from me! Although, it was because I thought he was good, not because I was flattered by his answer...heh!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
The BIG 25!

I'm officially in my mid-twenties!! I turned 25 yesterday and though I was whining to people about feeling old, I actually couldn't help feeling excited about it. I hadn't been excited about my birthday since turning 21. 22,23,24 didn't sound very significant. Maybe 25 is a round figure. Maybe 25 makes me sound or look more mature. haha.I had a nice girls' night out to celebrate. The place we were supposed to go was a surprise planned by Janet. It was a surprise all right...I still don't know where the Italian restaurant that we were supposed to go is! We couldn't find the place following the directions Janet & Jeanny's (Janet's friend who's also Canadian) friend gave. So I had to go to a Japanese restaurant and even the police box (it's not exactly a station) to ask for directions. It was hard because we don't even know the name! But the policemen were very friendly. They gave me a map, telephone number and even called up the only Italian restaurant they know to check. Unfortunately, it is closed on Mondays. Janet & Jeanny think that the reason they were so helpful is because they have the hots for me...haha! They became even friendlier when they heard me speaking English to the girls. We must have made their boring day more exciting because one policeman started to talk about his travels to Singapore & Canada. hehe.
Well, we did end up in a nice little Italian restaurant after all due to luck. So after walking round for ages and burning some calories before eating, we finally settled down for my birthday dinner & wish! Yay...Happy Birthday to myself! I really hope my birthday wish will come true because it's so important to me.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Never miss the last train!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
The new pledge
Ra ra ra
We, the people of Singapore
Together march towards communism
Our noble aspiration
To make Singapore a controlled state
Let us all fight free speech
In a new spirit
Together we proclaim
Onward Singapore
Onward Singapore
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Farewell dinners
My sister went out with me and my friends for the last time on Sunday night. It's amazing how she can click with them so fast (even the last time when she met Michael and Yuliang in Dec). But then, that's my sis - social animal. I'm the total opposite of her. Michael couldn't make it for the dinner but he made the effort to come meet us after his GRE test. Hah...my sister should feel honoured!


It was back to the ramen place again yesterday, as my parents wanted to have it before they leave. Don't think they can find such good ramen after they go back!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Running away from shoes


Yuki's little brother, Kaito, is so cute. Yuki is the boy who's always calling me "Baba" (rude term for aunty) and I call him "Baba-kun" in return. Kaito (3 years old) used to give me an unfriendly look whenever I wave or say hi to him. But he's friendlier now although I think he has his moods sometimes. Haha...the kids all have their moods because they'll ignore me when they are unhappy. Nanami, the elder sister of Yuki and Kaito, asked if I like Tsubasa a lot because I was trying to catch hold of him to talk. When Kaito heard me say yes, he asked "Jya, Kaito wa?" (How about me?). I said, "Kaito mo dai suki dayo!" (I like you very much too!). He gave an embarrassed, little grin with a "Ke!" that was so cute!
Anyway, I had to quickly escape home when Yuki and Tsubasa thought it was very fun to take off one of their dirty shoes and kept throwing at and attacking me while shouting, "Foot buster!!!". Kids are cute but they can also be very violent too!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
First year anniversary
Anyway, I've digressed. Why did I start to blog? It all started when I took the temporary teaching job at the Japanese Primary School. I just had so many stories to share about the kids. I was always talking about them to my family and friends, which I guessed must have bored them! My sister was already blogging at that time and with a little help from her, I started to write about the kids. At least my blog can't complain that I keep talking about them. :p
And I kept on writing after coming here because I want to record every detail and experience of my life here. I regretted not keeping a journal when I was in Melbourne. Because it's not recorded, it somehow feels not as real as it should be. I like that I can upload my pictures too because photos are also representative of a memory. It also saves me the obligation and trouble of sending mass emails to family and friends about how and what I'm doing here. If they're interested enough to know, they can always read my blog. Though, there are also things that I can't write in here because they're not meant to be shared with everyone. That is one thing I hate about blogging.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
My early birthday present!
Thank you so much for the lovely surprise present! Haha...yeah, hopefully I will find the "Prince Charming" (as suggested by "Ah Lian") or more correctly soul mate (more in tune with the book) that you wish I will find! Guess they're afraid that nobody would want me as I grow older because they're always asking, "So, have you found anyone in Japan?"! :p
Thursday, June 08, 2006
First time to Odaiba









My sister is only a tourist, but she has been to Odaiba, a famous dating spot in Tokyo many times. I even had to depend on her to bring all of us there on Sunday as I had never been there! Odaiba has a Statue of Liberty, Little Hongkong and also Venus Fort (shopping areas with a theme). So it seems as if we have travelled to 3 different countries in a day. We went for quite a shopping spree as I was looking for summer clothes and when my sister is around, there is always shopping! I don't understand why she's such a shopping queen. When my friends (who don't really like to dress up) comment on how I like to shop, I always say, "You haven't met my sister!". I'm pretty normal compared to her!

